fireflies and rain

woohooo! after weeks and weeks of pure, here comes rain and i just oh soooo love it. hehe btaw woke up and had chitchat with some friends at ym. i woke up quite late again but its fine, i didn't finish the book last night i was hooked talking to jhellai over the ym last night. it was nice talk actually covered a lot anyway in the morning the weather was a bit gloomy i feel really that summer days are over. after a bit of a surf at the net i got hold of the book and in no time i was at the last pages, it was fulfilling really-- quite an acomplishment for me since imno bookworm but its not all happy day for me i am yet to finish my requirements for enrollment.

our instructor will be back on the 16th pa and classes starts by that time. i contacted him and will be texting me daw to whom will i let my clearance sign. huhuhu. the whole i day i was at home, had an opened window beeming the shower outside not really a enormous site but it sure does feel good. i laid on my bed, listening to faith hill's fireflies the whole cold day (thanks sheen for sharing this song!) and nothing could have made my day better than all this. hehe. actually the song is still playing at the moment non-stop. i started reading another book, one i bought together with sixty six and i hope it had the same fate with the latter. as i turned pages i just got sleepy and decided to give in after all its no obligation really. it was already near dinner when i got up and saw jhellai's message, she was about to let me view something and that i don't know what til now since she hung it up til what she called "later". btaw i know she's busy working or studying so gotta wait 'til later comes. well that's all that consumed my day til this hour 9:21pm, i just did had a grab of pizza before blogging in :)

lousy and bed clinging

problems just didn't stop. yesterday i went to school to check on what should be done during enrollment, i wasn't really hopeful to be enrolled yesterday my requirements weren't done in the first place. good thing i left home early atleast i was able to do things and made move, sent the papers to the printing press to be binded, sent my specimen to the lab and got a hard copy for my grades. been furiousby my hunch that i will be enrolled last since most of my peers were done with their requirments,but one requirement wasn't ready not til saturday and so we all have to wait for the certificates to be released.watta relief, atleast had more chances of being with them in one block.

after school, we had lunch at greenwich, i ate a lot- haven't taken breakfast and so there i was with chix ala king and lasagna.. wooohooo! we then dropped by national bookstore i got a glimpse on some bargained books... second hand books which were in good condition -- good as new that is. i was eyeing for the atkins for life book since some of my friends (those who were health conscious kuno actually not quite) were talking bout atkins but my shopping impulse weren't that high this time maybe because of the adrenaline rush the other day at rapids i didn't get it instead went to the gym.

i was early,twelve something,i was quite sleepy but still i dressed up for the 2:00pm aerobics. i then decided to send the specimen to the laboratory, it was a few walks away from the gym,inside the mall. i was there waiting til 1:00pm, the specimens were in and now a few ounce of myblood will be taken to be investigated upon. hehe. i had cbc lol. i then roamed a bit at the mall trying to passed out time and then went back to the gym. i was sleepy but tried to the beat and followed every move the instructor does and mimic the best i can.
i felt really weak not really weak as in weak, i felt lousy maybe thats more profound, after the session i went shower and left the gym early.

i went back to the bookstore and read some titles at the bargain section... to be honest i am really an aesthetic person,i don't live by the old overused line," dont judge the book by its cover" well it has been ages since this line takes its glory. i run through cover after cover, spoted some good covers and tried reading the back pages and walah! got good ones. i got to books! it was a bargain at 65 pesos each and not to mention it is hard bound oooh yeah that's what you call bargain!

i got online when i arrived home, i check my mails, scanned websites randomly and when all but nothing really amused me, i got the book i purchased earlier and started reading but after a few pages, my eyes went weary. i just can't help but sleep and so i turned off the lights then went to sleep. i was awakened, i don't know how or why but i just did. i was surprised some mack me over ym and yeah it was nice to hear from her. she's a friend from manila, we've been talking online since when not until lately. it had been inconsistent one day we talk like there's no tomorrow the next day we don't. hahayz. sometimes i just don't like to be too pushy, i just wait for someone to start the talking,i dont want people to see me as namimilit or what. anyway ayun i was happy but kinda sad coz i cant stand it my eyes are falling but i overcomed the sleepy moment in the process of communication.lol but then she has to leave coz someone will be using her pc and so i was left with nothing to do after loosing my urge to sleep and so i got hold of the book and started reading, from page to page i read while listening to Ariel Rivera and Lea Salonga exchanging verses in the song "I Don't Love You Anymore" repeatedly and to my surprise it was 3:30++ am and so i called the night and slept with the song repeatedly playing.

it was past 10 when i felt the heat fromthe outside world -- it was near noon and i just got up. it was a bit gloomy yet the heat is still on and so i opened my windows,played MYMP's New Horizon Album and got a hand on the book i last read last nyt. there was really no long stopping i just got hooked that i read around 75% of the book already. i ended at chapter 26 and will be continuing after i'm done with the cyber world tonight before i sleep. i am a few chapters away til i reach chapter 32, with that i will be able to finish the second book i read from cover to cover in my entire life. weeee! way to go!

The book is entitled Sixty Six by Barry Levinson! before i forget, i am not really a book worm and i am just thrilled that i am about to finish this. hehe

happy blisters

today, we went white water rafting, actually white should be omitted in this case since it rained this past few days and so as expected brown ung tubig but malinis naman. it was my first time to do rafting and it was kinda cool, had really so much fun. 14 rapids was kinda kulang and nakakabitin. hehe.

last night i already designated to my sister the printing thing and thank god pumayag xa kaya ayun i was able to go with my friends. we met up at plaza dvsoria at around 7:30am and left an hour after but it was ayt. we arrive around 9 something at the stop over at macahambus gorge (zipline/rapelling are offered) stayed there for around 45 minutes, i bought stone bracelets for me and my sisters, i got an onyx stone bracelet for myself to add to my collection, picture picture, chikka chikka and finally arived at the starting area for the rafting at Mambuaya at around 10:00am. woohoo!

we had our life vest, helmet , paddles on and instructions were given and off we go! kinakabahan coz we didn't listen i admit pero thrilled din. daming rafts b ut for our group we had, we were all nine and i'm not with my friends talaga they were in the other raft and kasama ko friends ng friend ko but it was ayt kahit di ko cla maxado kilala. i was with the block b pipol pala (adrian, benedict, carlos, daniel, merianne and sheena) and carlos' and adrian's friends (duches, joan and cacay).

raft1 - cla block b pipz and guide nila then raft 2 naman - me , carlos, duches, joan and cacay. well even though ngayon lang ko lang sila nakasama, i didn't had a hard time really associating with them... i had fun with them i just hope they did had fun with me. hehe btaw fun fun fun really though im worried with my enrollment huhuhu. anyway ayun we jump out of our boats din, swimming swimming, kung wala ding rapids we just enjoy the view... luscious greenery! wee! and i had my jump din sa tinatawag nilang graduation rock its towards the end na talaga sa trail and there is this huge rock where you climb and jump into the water -- its optional though but i'm happy i opted to jump in. hehe nasugatan pa sole ko because i admit i'm afraid of heights talaga di bale na ung deep na water but i know i wanted to jump really but my knees were trembling kaya i just stand there for a minute and fought for what i want. hehe btaw i know i can't do it if i'll do a jumpstart and so what i did was parang nagpatihulog nalang ayun nasugatan because of the rock na my sharp texture but im still glad despite the fact na nasugatan ako. happy blisters :) i hope next time kasama ko na bro and siss ko mag raft ang saya nun for sure.

anyway ayun we ended around 2pm then we went back to the city and ate at mang inasal, super gutom na ako i had burger for breakfast lang kase. i then had my haircut, bumili ng dvds-- pirated shhh, and bought cake wala namang occasion i just bought one para makain sa bahay for my sissss and bro. hehe

o-ow! headache

papa called up my younger sister and told her that he will be meeting us at the mall early this morning and so as i woke up, my sisters were preparing na and me as usual will be the last one to prepare. ganyan talaga ako, i should be the last one to take a bath but sure enough wayon't be the last one to finish. hahaha. i had a hunch that we will be looking for shoes though kagabi i already told papa to give us nalang his budget and we will be the one to look and buy for our own pair (school) and we will ask nalang my mom to add if the budget doesn't meet the price.

there we were, we ate breakfast muna sa foodcourt then off we went to the shoes section. nainis talaga ako, i know papa is being practical but i guess his being practical is way to off, sacrificing comfort and he really do lack some sense of style -- i mean just doesn't get us. i've tried the shoes from that particular store and sa inis ko para matapos lang i got the pair of shoes. grrr. it is much cheaper i know pero hello! if comfort is not okey and basta ewan. tingin nya sa lahat ng branded or mahal is not worth. hahayz. mangiyakngiyak akong nag fit not because of the shoes pero dahil sa inis. even my sister napilitan lang sa biniling shoes manipis ba ung balat. hahayz. anyway wala na kaming magagawa.

then we went to my lola's house, watch tv and natulog... kc ung mga pinsan ko went to iligan and my auntie and uncles went to malaybalay kaya ayun... then we had dinner there--- sarap! it was my first time to eat ostrich meat.. hehe.. my dad cooked it and sarap naman. at around 9pm we decided to go home na kc had headache and now andito na ko sa bahay doing some laundry kc naubosan na ako and may lakad pa bukas.
tomorrow will be a long day, will go rafting in the morning with some block b friends(barkada ko na din mga toh! since i don't have any group talaga-- next time kwento ko bout them) then pinapaprint ko sa sis ko ung research paper which ipapabound ko in the afternoon. hahayz sana matapos ko lahat ng dapat gawin bukas!

i fell asleep

i was really tired last night and was not able to blog in... went to the gym then fetch my sisters at my lola's house then went home. while on the cab we decided to drop by dunkin donuts to get some since we crave sometimes while watching the tube and so we did but we drop and got nothing. eh kasi naman ung kapatid ko nagtangatangahan and can't decide on her own and to think that we were there like almost 10 minutes -- that's too long for a drop kaya ayun we went home empty handed. the driver was out of gas and so we stop at a gasoline station and i decided to get something from starmart and ayun got some chips, a bottle of coke light and chocolate bars for the three of us (yay! bait ko!) hehe.

when i arrived took a shower, set my laptop, then watch tv for awhile and munching my choco bar. i drunk a glass of water before finally went inside my bedroom. for days now that i was thinking of which colors to use for my room and so i searched the net for some schemes and until now i haven't decided yet-- i fell asleep. woke up early this morning and read some of my text messages and too bad, my aunt and uncle texted me pala, nah MYMP's myx live had a replay 12mn last night they even texted me na nagsisimula nah... unlucky me i've been tuning in pa naman sa studio 23 the past few days kase walang 24Hr subscription yung sa cable operator namin. hahayz. namiss ko tuloy ung myx live. sayang.

my room is taking its form na talaga the bed is done aside from the glass for the head board, kulang nalang talaga ung light fixture sa desk and some extra something for my room including a cube and shelving for additional storage. hahayz though di xa natapos sa 4-day target ko i'm happy naman so far. hehe i just hope na i will be able to finalize the paint colors to be used sa room ko.

umulan pala ngayong hapon kaya i wasn 't able to go out and buy paint pero ayos lang din, we had vanilla ice cream. hehe ang sarap! one of my fave. hehe. i cooked dinner for us nga pala and wala lang nagimbento na naman ako basta it's beef with mushrooms something plus half cooked vegiez, actually ano lang xa... beans/brocolli/cauliflower(spell check?) hehe ayun pinagluto ko sisters ko. uhm medjo nasarapan naman cla ung isa 8/10 ung rating then ung isang masungit 4/10 eh madami naman kinain. hahaha lol btaw atleast pallatable at edible noh! hehe

"janjan"

i was having an argument with my papa bout school. i really was and am having a hard time in coping up since this isn't what i really want. he was saying that all he wanted was for me to finish and blah blah blah i just couldn't recall all details. anyway on the rebutal, the course is just hard but my father keeps on saying things trying to imply that i shouldn't quit. on my defense my lolo came telling his son that he should stop arguing and as i could recall his words to my father... "ikaw man gani sauna gainsistar sa imong gusto" something to that extent and i was just there staring at my lolo as someone pulled him out of the living room to the dining area. i was silent when i heard some called me, kuya kuya... then i opened my eyes to see my cousin out in the window asking me to open the door since its already morning and the carpenter was already at our house. my lolo passed away last May 10, 2003, that dream really made me felt better though it made me miss him.
i miss him calling me "janjan"., he and my lola were the only ones who calls me that. hahayz.

im teary-eyed now remembering him. i really really do miss him.

Anyway, i got some additional materials for the carpentry work in my room... half of the budget has been used up and i guess this is just enough for the remaining needs. unfortunately the budget could only cover, materials and paint, not pillows and other accessories to amp my room. i just hope my mom could provide additional finance because i know there are a lot of bills pa to be payed and things to be purchased in the priority list since it is near school. im quite satisfied though with the improvement of my room.

after lunch went to the gym, joined the aerobics session (i really don't know how to do the steps right most of the time) and had some cardio great thing though that the treadmill(spell check?) i was using was somewhat sira, the monitor wasn't showing the time and so i just did brisk walking without knowing that i did that beyond 30minutes so i had burnt more calories. hehe bitaw i am not really conscious with the calories thingy, i still eat.

i had dinner with my friends (sheena/adrian /carlos / daniel / fritz / michael) at shakey's, the original plan was to watch pirates of the carribean but the movie house at the mall was jampacked and some of us including me won't stay for the last full show and so we decided to eat instead and the rest of those who wanted to stay for the lfs will stay after dinner. as usual our loud voices and tawan reigned the space, as if we were the only ones who were there. after dinner we sheena me and fritz headed for the exit... walah! no taxi available and many passengers were waiting. we waited for about more or less 25 minutes til fritz decided to get the taxi from the corner, and then we followed him na basang basa nah til he got one but it was all fine i love rain! hehe

and now im home still wandering about my dream earlier. hahayz sweet dream. :)

hahayz

yaix im dead stressed out. last year i transfered from another school, changes requirements etc. were all over and now after a year its not done yet. i was informed of another trouble again we need to show a hard copy of the research paper we made before at the previous school. we didn't expect or i didn't since i thought a certification from my old school was enough but it wasn't. my problem awhile ago was how to get a copy when it was already submitted already months ago and my previous school's property. to my surprise also non my group mates had a copy weee how can i be so unfortunate sometimes. i was really in panic, next week will be our enrollment and there are so many things that i have to do and now this was added. i have unfinished clearance, i haven't undergone any laboratory exams yet then this plus my ongoing room project, whatta crap!

anyway i was texting a lot of people bout the research paper thingy and good thing, the files are still in my flash disk, that relieved me big time. woohoo! but have to print it and send it to the printing shop for it to be bounded. i left home early, i have to be in the gym before 6pm but have to make sure that i get the flash disk at my lola's house prior to that and so around 4pm i was out. to commute was tiring so i took a cab and decided to atleast pay for the lab exams and get the specimen bottles for tomorrow and i did. I was in the gym at around 5:30pm and did some cardio on my favorite elliptical cross-stridor (spell and term check), then joined the aerobics session aka latin dance i think. it was fun but i know i didn't do most of the steps right .hehe atleast i tried and it's my 2nd day! haha bitaw i had fun din naman eh. uhm i passed weights muna, i think ill be doing after a month to condition my body... i need a jumpstart syempre. hahayz

taxi vice versa

went to the gym and opted to ride a taxi since i'm with my sister and cousin who will be going to the city also, but tinatamad lang talaga ako mag commute and i was really hoping to reach the gym by 2 since aerobics session starts that time and my friend already texted but somehow it didn't serve the purpose-- i was late.
i don't know if you have same experience, but i noticed nah when i commute by jeep, minsan puno minsan wala talaga and if i decide for a taxi, a lot of jeepney stops by and taxi is scarce. nakakainis talaga it was around 2:20 something when we got one and headed to the mall, unfortunately traffic came early and yun yung tumambad sa amin when we arrive in an intersection a few meters from where we were headin and it was buhol buhol talaga.

anyway i logged in 2:50pm, stucked my bag in the locker and headed to the studio. waah i am really really late 2 songs lang and tapos na ung session but it was all good anyway, it was my first try to join the session since dati cardio and weights lang eh. ayun ayos lang din kahit dalawang lalaki lang kami sa session aside from the instructor. after off we go to the cardio area, nag treadmill ako for like 30 minutes and 10 minutes of bike not that bad though.

after nun went inside the mall to get some materials for my room and met my sister and cousin. ginutom and kumain sa jollibee and woohoo what iburn, nabawi sa kinain ko. well i don't really stop myself from eating, i don't do dieting. hehe. basta busog na busog me after, C3 + mashed potato + strawberry shake and fries. we then wnet home and took a cab. waah! gastos nakunan budget for my room! hmf.

stressors

after a long tiring day i had a shower in candlelights--- yupz in candlelights... no no our lights are up but i opted not to use them. it was a relief really the candles simply took the stress out of me, how ironic the effect of these tea candles-- produces heat that would cool you down. hehe

i was starving for bed since i hadn't had enough sleep. I had an hour only, hows that for a sleep? anyway it was around 7:30am ata when i got knocked down and then not long before someone woke me up since the carpenter came. I was so drowsy explaining everything... thank god i made the model dummy for the bed it helped me to be back in bed early. on the process in getting a better sleep, disturbances came all over... my mom called, my baby cousin came and finally my older cousin arrived. Nagpapasama kase ako to buy the materials for the room since the carpenter has given me the priliminary list. Ayun we headed to the city with my sister, it was whirlwind, kakahilo magcommute.

after getting the money i needed we went to Citi hardware to get the cabinet holders that i wanted but unfortunately they no longer have the design i wanted similar to the existing holder i have in my closet so nagbakasakale ako and went back to the mall and checked out Robinson's Handyman but to my misfortune they don't have that design either. I knew i have to decide and buy something, finally i chose another design but then again, talagang malas, it is out of stock. hahayz bat naman kase dinisplay pa dun eh wala naman palang stock hehe btaw it took me so long to decide but then as i have said i have to get something. after we headed to a hardware to complete the materials for tomorrow but i wasn't able, there is no available stock of the carpenter's prefered wood glue anyhow carpentry starts tomorrow ihahabol nlang ung wood glue well i have to stick with my time frame.

now i was so ready to dive into my bed after a refreshing shower when i opened my laptop just to scan for any updates --- like routine surfing you know and maybe making an entry --- a friend buzz me and bigla nalang akong nagising she opened up something at lovelife pla. what the. wala lang hindi naman totally talagang nakakagulat eh, its just that i didn't expect it to be the topic hehe pansambulat ko pa naman sa kanya was about our plan of going out and nood ng shrek3. anyway i just hope she will be fine and be able to get through this kaya na nimo ***!. on the other window is was chatting din with another friend of mine naman and like any other chat day or night minsan tumatahimik na parang dumaan ang may kapal minsan naman makulit pareho, i don't know its inconsistent hehe. btaw i felt bad for myself kc minsan i do have poor judgement and kanina while chatting with her i decided na mag conference nlang with them both (ung problematic lovelife and the the latter) walang i thought maybe she could help-- girl's view kung baga total na kwento ko naman din konte sa kanya and katuwaan na din.. stupid me! ... but then it wasn't that good idea pla. i think. kaya ayun. hahayz



ayan nawala na antok ko... nawala na effect ng tea candles. uhm ill take a bath again most probably before going to bed. hehe 'til here na muna!

nga pla currently playing: Don't Go Breaking My Heart (Elton John/Kiki Dee)

fix unfixed

waah! its early 7:30 and all i wanna do is close my door, turn off the lights and off to bed. i don't know what's happening man, i just don't feel like talking, enjoying a laugh or anything. Earlier today the carpenter had not shown up, i just hope tomorrow he will or gotta look for another one to do the job. i made a 3 dimensional model for my bed as not to have a hard time explaining and letting the carpenter imagine what i really want, its just stressful to talk and nothing he can get.

im glad that my ears mood has elated a bit, now listening to Jamie Cullum's Everlasting Love... this songs kinda calm but has the beat, kinda' smooth with a spunk to it. well my patience was really tested kanina, the ctrl/shift and fn keys on my keyboard sprung out after what i don't know what i did. i'm not a techy person and gahd i ran out of patience but after half an hour or so i was able to fix the keys yet one i left unfixed-- maybe later i will.

the song just volumed up as it goes " ... Open up your eyes Then you'll realise Here I stand with my Everlasting love... Need you by my side Girl to be my pride You'll never be denied Everlasting love... " hehe wala lang despite the chaotic fusion of the sound from the tv in the living room (my door is open), the sound of the industrial fan and this song, it made its way to be heared. hahayz

---after hours i'm still awake it's monday hell yeah!

it's 2am now and i am far from being sleepy, september (earth, wind and fire) has just made its exit and happy (squareheads) has just started. im on my bed already so so ready to dream the night away but thats just it, i am not sleepy im in my insomniac mode after having a few doze of cola --- i thought i was already immuned by caffeine and now i know i'm not.

on the my playlist right now are some show band favorites or atleast my favorites which includes the two mentioned above and some other like shake your groove thing / celebration / let's groove / boogie wonderland / do you believe in me / the real thing / you are the universe and two other rnb songs both r. kelly's. im not an avid fan though of rnb beats but there are a few that suites my ears.

i just hate the fact that most probable than not i will be waking up late in the morning.

moody's mood

after wee hours of silence, all i can manage to hear is MYMP's Only reminds me of u and nothing else. I have this thing in listening music, my ears are sometimes just so moody to hear everything else and prefers to listen to the amplified sound of the industrial fan set to number 4 in the darkness of my room.

i'm kinda excited of the fact that in days my room will be done, the carpenter is set to meet me and will be talking to him regarding my preferences. i already took out most of my stuffs earlier and what is left in my room is my bed, a fan, a stool, my laptop and some clothes which i will eventually transfer to the room next to mine. i'm really trying to really make up my mind with some details before the carpenter comes in tomorrow afternoon and hopefully carpentry starts tuesday. i'm quite positive though bout this project.

on another note, i'm really getting lazy nowadays i couldn't even lift my mobile and open the unread messages... uhm it has always been since i can't remember when. I don't know, it has been a moody's mood for me-- i don't even have the urge to think of anything. i just wanna close my eyes and let the air touch my skin and let everything be.

blank state

i am having a hard time really.. i want to write and create this blog yet i just can't get an itch from my braincells, i don't know what to write! my mind isn't working, it's in blank state probably. Currently listening to Jason Mraz repeatedly saying "sleep all day sleep all day" as if speaking for myself.

im totally bored. no one to talk to, nowhere to go to... hahayz but maybe i'll be use to this bore soon since its been days actually, i just got a break last nyt when i got to go out with my friends and watch a flick but as soon as i went home the old resonance of boredom took its place again, so excited to upset me.

i'm not really new in this blogging world but the spirit of the blogger god has not yet transpired in me. So please bear with me for now.