"janjan"

i was having an argument with my papa bout school. i really was and am having a hard time in coping up since this isn't what i really want. he was saying that all he wanted was for me to finish and blah blah blah i just couldn't recall all details. anyway on the rebutal, the course is just hard but my father keeps on saying things trying to imply that i shouldn't quit. on my defense my lolo came telling his son that he should stop arguing and as i could recall his words to my father... "ikaw man gani sauna gainsistar sa imong gusto" something to that extent and i was just there staring at my lolo as someone pulled him out of the living room to the dining area. i was silent when i heard some called me, kuya kuya... then i opened my eyes to see my cousin out in the window asking me to open the door since its already morning and the carpenter was already at our house. my lolo passed away last May 10, 2003, that dream really made me felt better though it made me miss him.
i miss him calling me "janjan"., he and my lola were the only ones who calls me that. hahayz.

im teary-eyed now remembering him. i really really do miss him.

Anyway, i got some additional materials for the carpentry work in my room... half of the budget has been used up and i guess this is just enough for the remaining needs. unfortunately the budget could only cover, materials and paint, not pillows and other accessories to amp my room. i just hope my mom could provide additional finance because i know there are a lot of bills pa to be payed and things to be purchased in the priority list since it is near school. im quite satisfied though with the improvement of my room.

after lunch went to the gym, joined the aerobics session (i really don't know how to do the steps right most of the time) and had some cardio great thing though that the treadmill(spell check?) i was using was somewhat sira, the monitor wasn't showing the time and so i just did brisk walking without knowing that i did that beyond 30minutes so i had burnt more calories. hehe bitaw i am not really conscious with the calories thingy, i still eat.

i had dinner with my friends (sheena/adrian /carlos / daniel / fritz / michael) at shakey's, the original plan was to watch pirates of the carribean but the movie house at the mall was jampacked and some of us including me won't stay for the last full show and so we decided to eat instead and the rest of those who wanted to stay for the lfs will stay after dinner. as usual our loud voices and tawan reigned the space, as if we were the only ones who were there. after dinner we sheena me and fritz headed for the exit... walah! no taxi available and many passengers were waiting. we waited for about more or less 25 minutes til fritz decided to get the taxi from the corner, and then we followed him na basang basa nah til he got one but it was all fine i love rain! hehe

and now im home still wandering about my dream earlier. hahayz sweet dream. :)