friend of mine

its wee hours and here i am infront of my laptop in the darkness of our living room--- yep the smell of paint in my room is sooo irritating that i opted to stay outside instead. technically this is my second post for the day, but this entry still entails about my life hours ago or shall i say a day ago. i was suppose to add this nalang to the previous post but its too lengthy already so i created a separate one for this.

as i was scanning through youtube for videos after blogging kanina -- wala lang kc i'mnot yet sleepy talga or i have a hard time catching a nap since imnot used to sleeping here, anyway ayun i found MYMP's video for "Friend Of Mine", OST ng Close To You. Their version was used for promotion for the movie which starred John LLoyd Cruz /Bea Alonzo and Sam Milby. That made me realized that I haven't blog in bout me watching the flick kanina over the tube. I totally forgot bout it kaya pala as i was bloging nagtaka ako kc konte lang ginawa ko for the long afternoon. hehe. gaps talaga!

anyway it was featured in saturday blockbusters something sa abs andit was my second time to watch the movie. well i just don't wanna remember the first time i saw this movie in the silver screen, the movie was nice and can in anyway relate.hahayz. don't wanna remember that day.

its so hard talaga to fall for a friend/bestfriend,you just can't move your way and worst part you can actually get the chance to burry yourself alive. yes you love her and you get to hear/see everything bout her including her exciting lovelife -- yeah hell exciting!. All you can do is to accept and accept while stabbing yourself on your back (how would that be possible? hehe.), you don't wanna be bias to yourself and create an image of a selfish,ruthless(spell check?) advantage taker. In the end you are left behind.. a loser with a tormented heart, anyway it wasn't the ending of the movie, john lloyd the bestfriend ended up with bea but movies are movies its not my life.

but no regrets though, it was me and i know i loved the best i can and maybe its karma but it came late though well maybe i shouldn't over analyze things and just let it be.

link for the music video: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=8kRxJ2pRvGM

i puzzled it just now, uhm yesterday pala was all about coincidence.
*i was to read and comment on fritz' blog but it was too complex,that i just couldn't stand and finish it then my horoscope was telling me bout poor mental absorption.
*i was able to watch "close to you" again and you have watched it then you know how can it be related to fritz' post. hehe.platonic "friendship" love and romantic love. hehe.

btaw my brain is not in a good condition right now.hehe. kinda distorted still so thanks for reading and bearing with me :)