speak out

there are so many things in our lifetime left unsaid... sometimes because we are so afraid of the aftermath... we are afraid that somehow we may hurt someone without realizing that by doing so we just started hurting not just that someone but also ourselves. for the longest time na umiiwas tayo, we come to a point that we are able get the urge to speak out, we are able to gain the gutts to say the things we wanted to say but then again its not all about the talking. tama ka ate sol! its important that we know our goal and we put time in consideration.

for now maybe its better to just live by what we have and maybe just maybe we will find ourleves in the future free, free to take chances and be able to bring up the unsaid and somehow find closure and start all over.

my class kanina went well naman kahit papano i was able to answer sa pre and post tests but i just hope na pumasa at makakuha ng malaking mark. well all i need is to focus lang talaga to the discussion and ill be fine. i was a bit not in the mood talaga -- i dont know so i went home and rested the whole day. after talking to someone over at ym , internet has shut off kaya i just lay on my bed nalang listening to music hanggang nakatulog while the skies poured some rain.

anyway may naalala lang me kc dati pa toh, i dont know if someone has similar sentiments. nakakairita lang tlga pag people makes a big deal bout things like when you say no or somehow you change something. give me a break as if naman akolang yung taong gumaganon, paminsan minsan nga lang me tumatangi or what eh big deal na agad. sometimes napagisip isip ko tuloy na iseclude nalang sarili ko atleast it becomes a norm to other people and its easy to say no. hahayz. issues issues lol. btaw im ayt nakakairita lang minsan but its all fine. sometimes we have to stand for what we opt to do. hehe.