ala pelikula

it was passed dusk when i woke up froman afternoon dusk. I just felt myself about to cry -- the feeling of air going passing through my nasal cavity, somewhat rough but kinda same similar to deep breathing is what woke me up. I woke up from a dream, kinda real but too cinematic for reality. there were so much gaps in that dream and the in my earlier memory, it started when a friend, Dana went to go out to buy some load. I followed and what occupied the vast landscape are busy streets high rise buildings on the draft and what seemed a market place in front of us. People watching some tube and gamble forwhat it seemed like a sports or something i just coudn't glimpse of it, all i know they were quite noisy and nosy, somewhat drunk and kinda' "bagong laya / sunog baga" people. Some people were busy on their own stuffs unpacking or packing their panindas, i can't really visualize now as far as my blunt memory and wild imagination can picture out, the place wasn't that crowded anymore.I was going after her trying to convince her that it wasn't inany way safe to go by her own and nagtetext pa -- not to mention she's an eye candy. haha.

btaw ayun after she got her load we were about to passed by the same group of people when biglang nagkagulo over that said tube. hmmm seemed cinematic ayt? i lead Dana to a route para makaiwas sa gulo but then to our surprise comingtowards us ay nagpapatayan and bang! a gun shot... i saw the bullet it was in slow but brief motion and all i saw was Dana with a bleeding left arm. I was in shock but after a few cycle of breaths i came to my consciousness and shouted for help. Asking her also to stay alive and saying my apologies to her. help came and the authorities came to pick ung mga barumbado up -- it was a relief. There were 3 other harmed civilians near us but an army of some sort went to us and ask that they need to bring some for some reason i coudn't recall.

Yun dinala na kami sa truck and we travelled,i saw some familiar faces on the same truck and they were talking bout this somewhat secret society they wherein. It wasn't clear then where we were heading, me and Dana just sat there without any clue where we were going but rest assured Dana's fine. Not so long when we arrived in an area, somewhat like a boot camp but not really it is more of a compound, but kinda weird those familiar faces didn't even talk to me -- as if we didn't knew each other and then i just played their game, i just held on Dana's hand and walk our way to the shed.

All the while i was listening to conversations i came to puzzle piece by piece on my mind, this was a secret society, wherein we can't go back to our families. We will be trained and live their for the rest of our lives. No one will know except us and that our families would actually know that we are alive yet we stow away fromthem by choice.

From there, it jumped several years after,i was in my lola's house with one of those familiar faces. I asked her if i could visit my family but then she told me my family moved out from our house several months ago and left for an apartment. reality struck me, i missed them and i was about to cry when i was awaken. now i got teary-eyed.sigh.

hahayz. basically that was it. :)