the weeks that was

i'm not feeling well today... i nearly spitted out my stomach,i felt it rised awhile ago as i attempted to vomit. geez! i feel bad. i could have slept the whole morning if not for my class which unfortunately fortunately postponed.. yep! unfortunately i had to wake up early with an ache on the top,fortunately though we hadn't had any class this morning and i headed home. Stayed n bed for the rest of the morning til early afternoon when heat embraced my room. i had some episodes of vomiting, a series of trips to the bathroom but all i can let out are clear fluids probably some acid secretions. man! this is just so not good.

while waiting for my next trip to the sink, i'll just emerse myself in contemplating of how the days in the past weeks had gone to rest.
i checked out my blog entries just now and wow its been ages.. toinkz! anyway may be i can start with...hmmm... oops can't recall gahd! my memory just is deteriorating...

anyway it was a week before duty when i knew Ianna, a close friend or shall i say bestfriend daw?! according to another friend, was in the hospital. he had high-grade fever and low platelet count --- DENGUE is here! I got to visit her a little late though since there were a lot of school stuffs going on. Anyway watta perfect timing i was about to be on duty on a monday on the same hospital on the same floor and she was still in the hospital the saturday before with still low platelet count. I prayed though that if ever she will still be there on that monday, i will be assigned to her but i didn't hope though that she will stay that long.

That saturday i visited her as promised, i came a little late though... i came with flowers on hand. Her father was there, i guess her father knew me already but we never really talked. hehe. She had her friend also, uhm knew her also! anyhow i went inside with i dont know feeling --- parang wala lang. it's been awhile actually since i last talk to her.A coupleof friends of her came to visit, though i knew most them andi just kept myself comfortable with somewhat slight uncomfortable instance well it's my innate gift.

Sunday came -- we met our CI and as we expected she was quite firm... pressure just poured on me. 2 other not so amusing news went across --- i wont be my friend's nurse and i am taking two patients. holy crap! 2 patients that hit me like astray bullet. it has been like cobwebs and dust since i last had my ward exposure and gahd help 2 patients. huhuhu. i was worried plus plus we had to meet with my groupmates that afternoon for i couldn't recall reason --- ah! wardclass.. too many requirements, too little time. after going home and taking my lunch and got my things i headedto mcdonalds to meet my groupmates. some were late and weren't i just patiently waited as i was making some of my requirements for the next day -- oops! another oops! it was a monday not a sunday that all of these happened. anyway rae came and someone played the "cover the eyes" trick or probably the "blindfold trick to some. i felt the hand and spit out my wild guess.. toinkz! wrong guess! gosh how can i not be good in guessing...hmf... iturned my back to see who was there... and slowly...imagine me anticipating who was that covered my eyes... i was in awe really! if you could imagine i kinda stuck with a stupid smiling face. I didn't expected it was Ita's hand... well quite fairly yes it could be her hand but who could have thought she was coming over. i just can't tear my smile off. after like 4 long years of not seeing her, she was infront of me. well she grew up to be a fine lady, gorgeous need i mention. it was a little awkward but it was good awkward moment. There goes my day.

Tuesday... damn! i was late or shall i say our clinical instructor was darn early! hehe.. i had some errands but as what everyone says "charge to experience!" and to my luck they chose my patient t be our subject for our case study. hmf.

Wednesday just came along just fine.

Thursday no class yet i had to meet my group for our case study.

Friday was a long day but not quite. what was bullshitty yet i didn't mind was the oversensitivity and i don't know how to call it behaviour of people around me. anyway the hell i care it was over the top crap that i need not to deal with anyway i ain't guilty. haha

Saturday: Preliminary Exams day! My mind is so congested with things.The upcoming CP and duty and this exam... i was tooparalyzed to move, not anything that i read was absorbed. I decided to make some of my written requirements as for me not to be idle and somehow be productive. I went to exam with some stock knowledge and tons of worries. I decided to offer my groupmates, i asked them if they were willing to then we can have our overnight at our place just to keepour case study moving. We assumed the deadline was monday since prsentation day was tuesday so we don't have anytime to complete it. Everyone seemed to agree yet i just hate some people complicating things but heck anyway i met our CI and good news -- tuesday morning was the DEAD-line.

I slept for three hours probably -- half asleep actually 1/4 maybe. when i woke up sunday after taking a nap when my groupmates left the house at 4:30 in the morning,i felt unsatisfied, lightheaded as if for the last 3 hours i was fooling myself i was asleep and was just closing my eyes. anyway i had my assessment... on my way i talked to God! Serious talk that is and promised nbasta its for me to keep prayer really works i tell you.

i had just my recent trip to the sink... i just vomited my bowel out.anyway back to normal.haha. i asked my lil bro to spread some oil on my abdomen in the hope of feeling better. now where was i?

oh yeah! i headed to the hospital and thank god! i had one patient. it was a relief on my part. after assessment,i headed to church i didn't wait for the mass to start though since it will be an hour after and i don't have enough time to finish my requirements by then but yeah prayers do work and i can attest to that a million times.

monday came and everything went well on the course of my duty. my client pala is a premiere architect in cagayan de oro years ago and he knew my grandparents. he undergone a surgery (TURP) that day and quite amazing that he wasn't reluctant and was calm prior to surgery.he even joked at me when i asked him if he was nervous.. he motioned as if trembling in fright. after our duty i told my groupmates that we have to work for the rest of the afternoon and everyone seemed to agree.. oh damn i forgot i was broke... i needed money and everyone seemed to be on the same track goodthing though one groupmate offered and paid her the next morning. we had to stay at vince's house til around 10pm just to finish our paper and heck wether we like it or not it should be done. i arrived at home around 11pm and not noticing the time, with my printer playing a trick on me and not cooperating i started to make my requirements not until i was done that i printed our paper and by then the printer worked accordingly. To my surprise it was already 2:30 in the morning, so i slip to my bed and woke up at around 5am.

whew was i early! as if i didn't sleep late i had enough energy for the day... i shrugged my self off the worries and didn't mind anything... it was a good day really atleast for me... i just accepted what the day has to offer... and not long we ended our duty and had our case presentation which was a flop but on the brighter side we're done. i went home,ate, took a bath and sleep.

i overslept... 13 hours but its all good. i had to be at school at one for our wardclass but then it was postponed since our class was tasked to decorate for the seminar that night and so we did but what could you expect with a 300 peso budget.. tsk tsk tsk anyway we just did the best we could with what was available and it turned out not that nice for my standards. too little time for a tight a budget!

anyway we ended 8:30pm and had to meet papa at some grill house to get money coz i was really really broke... i ran out. with 60 pesos on my pocket i headed there and texted him that i was coming but what i hated was that i was first to arrive...he told me to just order for my dinner and wait for him but that bothered me a lot, what if he wont come? should i do the dishes? grr.. anyway minutes seemed to be longer than i expected. i ordered and kept waited and finally he arrived, i was super duper relieved but my order is yet to come.

he had his visitor from Oroqueta City and i transfered to their table and ate while they discuss bout their business --- some meehee meehee goat business. Not long before i finished my plate that my papa proposed that i had to go home because it was late already and so i went. yey! i took a cab home per his suggestion. hehe

and that was it! not quite long... hehe.