emergency!

can't sleep yet so i opted to blog in nalang. i had my duty kanina and it went well naman. this is the nth time that proved that i dont need pressure and stiffness for me to do good. yup! everything went smooth as i had my emergency room exposure. it was boring at first, it was my first time to be on duty at Sabal Hospital. When the clock striked 6 half,one by one patients were sucked like magnet into the ER. One after another the patient's arrived and gahd im blessed daming procedures and we were previleged to do it ourselves. We did what we were supposed to do as nurses and not just students. hehe. yeah! we were like full pledged nurses kanina katuwa nga eh pwede na ding doctor. haha.

froma bleeding man fresh from a vehicular accident to a simple case of fever, we were in action literally. I'm so happy coz atleast my esteem is being boost by this. hehe. we did everything our way with no restrictions what so ever and really i can say this suites me best. i am learning without fear and it feels good -- no apprehensions, no shaky episodes,no diaphoresis haha. i had done a lot of things really hahayz my adrenaline is just so high but this isn't the reason why i am still awake.

grrr.. i just so hate it. i mean do i have to always remind everyone that we don't have all the time in the world. kainis lang talaga though i'm not the kind din kc who impose something as much as possible i wanna consider and accomodate any of their requests but sometimes there being insensitive gets in the way. i like my group, there's no doubt bout that. i can laugh with them, joke with them but then what bothers me a lot is there "work ethic" as what vince termed. i mean gahd! they dont have the sense of urgency. hahayz. on wednesday we will be having our feeding program at our assigned community and tonight the only sure thing we can produce are the drinks and the containers to think that we only have tomorrow morning to prepare.. err... as the team leader it just gets into my nerves... i dunno i know i have shortcomings coz im not an authority really and i hate arguements and pointless rebuttals. hahayz. kalagot jud!

anyway i dunno they seem doesn't care much really, they just can't sacrifice whatever. hahayz. i just hate when everyone seemed to blurt out to different directions. i yawn nah so i guess hafta lay down nah para atleast i am ready to and can sleep in no time... :)