reviving

i'm feeling okey now i just hope nah tuloy tuloy toh hanggang bukas and following days. hmmm.. it rained yey! ayos naman yung assessment namin kanina i have the same patient as last week sana she'll recover nah. im happy na masaya xa having me as her student nurse. well that's the price of all the hardships tlga eh. nakakataba ng puso when you see your patients happy with your presence.

uhm actually i'm downloading some songs for our presentation during the culmination for our CHN(Community Health Nursing). sasayaw daw kami! whaaat the! hehe btaw its fine. anyway ayun we will be dancing toduhduhdot toduhduhdot tuduhduhdot dotduhduh... hehe. name that tune yan ha! hehe. clue: revival

ah! nga pala i am baptized again by some of my groupmates! I am Mickey nah! hahaha because of my haircut,uhm kc daw i look like Mickey na daw of PBB i dunno if your familiar with him, xa ung housmate from switzerland ata. hehe natatawa lang tlga ako!

during our assessment pala it was my first time to actually see someone being revived... uhm though it wasn't that nerve wrecking coz the environment was so calm. the personnel doing the CPR was calm.it was sad though to know that one life has ended infront of me. uhm ung family was grieving and there's nothing more anyone can do.

"Death ends a life not a relationship"
-Morrie Schwartz, Tuesdays With Morrie

headaches.

i'm not really well. i feel stressed out. headache just come back and forth and all i am urge to do is rest early. i can't stay up too long these past few days, i go to bed early than usual around 8-9pm i'm on my bed waiting for my eyes to drop. what's happening to me?! hahayz.

i know there's something wrong with my system,i just don't know what. the semester is almost but not almost over. there are so many things that i have to do yet so little time to do all the stuffs. it's that i've got to settle with what i can just do and bahala nah!i can't do anything about it, i feel na i just can't do more.

i don't feel okey really if only i can be admited and be at the hospital for sometime and rest. i know i just can't i'll be missing a lot and i don't know i don't have any major sickness for me to be admitted -- i hope wala nga!

schedule is too tight talaga at school. daming activities and i don't feel moving. err. i dont know what more to say. hehe. well i'll be having my duty tomorrow sana it will be all fine. hahayz.


P.s. i got my new haircut pala last thursday afternoon.ayos naman.

quite well

whew! thank god im on my way to feeling well... after almost 5 days of suffering from colds, headache and pain in my ear im far better. yey! i'm kinda tired but kinda loosened up a bit na from stress. two more case presentations for this week and back to normal na ulit, workis kinda tight the past and this week. ang saya atleast nabawasan na rin ung load ko. i just hope the last weeks of the semester will be fine.

ano pa ba dapat ko ikwento. hmmmm. well ulan ng ulan and couldn't complain. hehe. btaw masaya na umuulan. had my grave yard shifts this week and kahit may sakit nakaya naman. on the second day pa eh naantok pa ako before we even started the shift. eh kasi naman i took anti-histamine and i didn't expect na ganun nalang effect since i've taken it several times and di naman ako naantok. the effect was just so abrupt that day! hehe. ayun buti nalang di ako tlga nakatulog for the rest of the night but kinabukasan what the! i slept after i ate breakfast mga arounf 8am then gabi na ako nagising. hahayz. i had to stay up until i got to finish my paper work due kaninang morning,that was around 2am ng matapos. hehe.

uhm ano pa ba?! hmmm... anyway thanks sa mga nagreply! wala lang. :) oops! gotta finish my homework for tomorrow!

uhm i'm currently listening ng pabalikbalik sa song ng Frio entitled "Could Have Been". nice! cute song!


Could Have Been
by:Frio

[verse]
If only I could turn back the time
When all the words we say
We can make it rhyme
I just can't get you off my mind
I can only smile when you were mine

[refrain]
I've been waiting for you all night long
Gotta listen to your voice on the phone..

[chorus]
Could have been a perfect love
I'm still trying
I know you�ve lost your faith in me
Now I'm crying
I know I've been a such a fool
I've been blinded
Can we just get back to where we�ve started
'Coz I miss your grip and I miss the way you kiss me

so sick

im super not fine. i stayed at home the whole sunday afternoon,i got colds and cough and kinda nilalagnat. i will be having my duty pa tonight grave yard shift at the ICU of the provincial hospital. i so don't want to go because im not really feeling well. Konteng tiis nalang naman din eh. anyway got tons of workto do this week. daming paper works i just hope na matapos ko and beat the deadline.

it rained this afternoon masaya but then again im not feeling well,on and off ung headache then as ive said parang nilalagnat na dimatuloy tuloy. hehe. i hope i can stay up til tomorrow morning and i hope everything will be fine sa hospital. hahayz.


"wala lang before i'll take a bath and go on duty.. a snapshot of me muna. may sakit pa yan ah! hehe"




ingat sa lahat! i know bawal magkasakit but here i am nagkakasakit kc naman eh... anyway hope to talk to everyone soon. :)

err colds.

i got colds and for hours already that i kept on sneezing left and right. could you imagine how worse could this be? err. anyway weird chocolates gave me some relief but gahd its so temporary.

well it's rainy season and yeah it rained ng malakas during the earlier days of the week. grabeh it literally flooded at downtown cdo and it's so mean for me to rejoice but the image of it just amazed me. well i could feel the water below the cab as i went home last monday. early afternoon when it started to rain and after 8 hours being the hospital di pa rin xa tumigil. good thing that the engine did not shut-off and di tumirik ung sinasakyan ko. hehe.i don't know it just lifts me up pag umuulan. hehe.


"not the deepest part though!"



grabeh hanggang waist ung tubig and as far as i could remember this had happened a couple of times already but this is my second time na nakita ko tlga! hehe and it was like 5 years ago when i was still in highschool that i saw it this worse. Dati pauwi and ang daming na stranded, the water almost got inside the jeepney na eh. Unfortunately last monday, i went late dahilnga duty so konte nalang ung mga na stranded. naaliw lang tlga sa sights! hehe.



"one of the deepest, left side of the red gate was supposedly a creek pero umapaw and so the actual depth is around... the supposed to be depth of the creek + 3 feet cguro!"

i had my 3-11 shift at the orthOpedic ward of NMMC and it was a okey rotation. Somehow i got through it just fine. At first I was quite nervous and not in the right mindset after all it has been a long long holiday from duty for me. Thank God it went well.

err. the headache is back and my nose starts to congest but before this gets any worse. i just came home pala froma family gathering, well my mom's cousin had her thanksgiving since she passed the board exam and his younger brother had her birthday celebration and so it was a double celebration.Well it's good to join family get togethers once in a while. I had some talks with some cousins of my mom and some other relatives, it just worries me though everytime they asked me when will be my turn to celebrate. i just really hope that by march next year I will be getting my diploma and on june the same year I will be RN. hehe. I'm pressured!

well it was great seeing my mom's cousin well i basically i knew them since we considered them as our cousins na rin.uhm halos lahat kc are kuya's and ate's na tawag namin since they aren't that old. My lolo is the eldest and so my uncles and my momare much older than their cousins. uhm did you get it? hehe.

Well we're all grown ups now ahem so kinda weird but ayos naman. hehe. ang laki ko na daw!? laki na din daw ng braso ko! hahahaha but it was fun talking to them naalala ko tuloy dati when we get to visit my lola (lolo's sister) at Camp Phillips in bukidnon and kuya anton would tour me around the community with his now vintage motorcycle. Andun kain sa house nila and just feel the nice breeze there and naglalaro ng computer games and nanonood ng... ano nga ba yun?! yung cartoon na made of clay! gahd! i forgot the title. hehe. anyway yun and we rarely saw na din kc each other nung he started to work in a shipping company. Then some other relatives and cousins (ng mom ko) din were there na i frequently see dati but now ala na di na maxado. ayun happy naman medjo nabusog din ako but damn! i forgot to take my supplements before the meal. hehe pero i guess i didn't ate too much naman eh kaya okey na yun!

wala lang hahayz i just feel my headache right now! ung sipon medjo nawala nah. actually i have so many things to share kaso medjo tinatamad ako mag post and i dunno where to start. hehe cge ligo na muna ko!

my window

Most of the time,if not at all times when i got this mind congestion i become a bum. Yep I'm probably the opposite of everyone else, people tend to rush you know when things seemed to congest but not me. i'm quite weird for all you know that's why i'm special.:)

it's hard to imagine me. I'm a loud personality for some, i am a people person but would you buy it when i say i can stay inside my room for the rest of the day without anything to do except listening some music. uhuh quite weird but these are my cherished moments. hehe don't get me wrong here,its just that it is where i am able to appreciate my days. it is where i can stand still and watch the facade fade,it is where i see the day passed by it is where i am able to see life unfold.
seeing my window pane shines in different colors as time pass by.sigh.

it starts to rain outside and well what can i ask more? hehe. love the rain. we must love life. nothing could be better.