missing

i had a hard time sleeping kagabi grabeh -- i just didn't expect that things would be not quite right for me. weird bakit kagabi lang and weird dahil sa song na "Where Is She"? kagabi ko pa iniisip anong connect dun sa kanya. err i was thinking bout her the whole night. weird tlga. sana nga magkatotoo ung text message na:

"those nights when you can't sleep, it might be because you're awake in someone else's dream."

though all i can say is dream on pao... libre lang ang mangarap. well it's just that it's what i feel now and more than anything else this is the most important. I don't know if i will feel the same tomorrow or in the next days but this is what i am feeling today. i miss that someone. i miss that inspiration. i miss the person whom i can converse to with everything that is happening to me. i miss the person whom i know can stood by me despite sa maling nagawa ko. i miss that person who believed in me. i miss that someone who made me want to stay awake until night falls and made me want to wake each new morning. damn i just miss that very person but then again i can't force her to feel the same way, i can't just let her heart beat as mine.