break

yay! our break starts tomorrow but then got lot's of things to think about. almost everything is given break except my mind. I've got my cases to worry about, our pending paper to revise, my individual case study which i need to complete 1st day of next year and so many other things in and outside academics.

i'm a bit sleepy na talaga but then i wish to have an entry for today. hehe and so i'm writing. On the following days while i'll be taking my off from school i seek to post and somehow share my life the weeks prior today. It was just amazing and really i can say that i appreciated the course i'm in. hehe it was great experience and had changed my self for the better i guess and i hope. i can say that i'm neutral now, "okey" to be exat despite and inspite of what has been happening. i'm fine.

i'm just so glad that i get to have a break but for i dunno reason i also hoped that things keep running and moving. weird. hahayz. i'm really sleepy nah! urgh! nytie nyt dear reader if there is one :)

ooops! i was awakened by gahd, one mistake buti nalang i checked. it would be very embarrasing by then... imagine posting this entry to a blog that isn't mine and people come and go. grabeh kakahiya talaga if that would happen. haha. anyway i hope i can sleep na tlga! nytie nyte again

on primary

I'm done with primary nursing, not so different from the previous exposure that i had. it differs lang kc i had more patients than that of the previous exposures in my lower years and that 24 hour care is being rendered which means i have 2 other counterparts in the 2 other shifts and had to endorse everything to them.

at first i have to admit kabado but then as days go by it turned out fine. i had great experience being their.

1st week i was assigned at the pediatrics department and it was kinda scary dealing with children. one of my insecurities or shall i say fear is putting at the stake others. i don't know i just couldn't helpbut to worry. i am afraid that something wrong would happen or i would be doing something that could in any way harm others.

2nd week was at the medical ward medjo ayos but not quite kc super busy we had to carry out doctor's orders since i was in the morning shift sobrang daming dapat gawin. kakatakot na kakapagod but then i was able to surpass it quite okey.

the last week was the most relaxed though not really since on the first day prior to assessment we had our case presentation which ended pass 2pm. we had an hour of rest then assessment followed tuloy tuloy na yun gawa ng requirements hanggang 11pm wherein we had to go on duty nocturnal. One advantage was that i am a night person and so i was able to stay awake tlga.

the whole 3 weeks was such an experience tlga it made me grow and i really somehow gained not just knowledge and skills but also confidence. I wouldn't have done it without the help of the staffs whom i was able to bond with, buti nalang got the charms ahem ahem and i easily got them. hehe. they were really a help to me. sobra.

uhm basta there was never a day that i was never busy ahh meron pala ung last week when i had my exposure at the surgical ward pero damn nakatatak na tlga ang pagiging "busy-ero" ko dun ma pa staff, volunteer, attendant on duty or clinical instructor. haha nonetheless i guess i left a good impression for them to recall and remember me.

on wednesday i'll be leaving na naman and will be starting the elective part of the exposure. sana everything will turn out fine. :)

tagal ah!

wow it's been awhile din since i last blogged in. Dami rin nangyari. well one big leap was to pass my subjects the other semester and i'm on my what --- 4th or 5th week in my last semester uhm hopefully.

busy busyhan these past few weeks din as far as i could remeber i wanted to blogged in weeks ago pero tinatamad talaga ako sobra. anyway it was late when i got my grades last semester, we were one of the few sections na huli ung pagreleased ng grades. i got my semi-finals grade last and it turned out quite surprisingly low, as in like low. it pulled my grades down to the border goodthing i got quite good grades over the previous terms. others were actually surprised and even commented na para na rin daw hindi ako pumasok. grabeh i have to admit i was super surprised i expected my midtermsto be the lowest and i was sooo wrong. i just didn't sweat over it nalang pasado pa din naman eh as long as i know i didn't deserve that grade and everyone else seemed to agree dba why have to undergo all the confrontations.

ayun i got myself enrolled na din, uhm i had some of my friends with me in the block pero meron din nahiwalay. anyway it's all good i guess and i hope. kakakaba tlga the first few days i didn't know what to expect. wednesday the week the 2nd semester started duty na agad but out of fortune or misfortune we have been pulled out from Bukidnon. Yup i am assigned to have my duty at the Bukidnon Provincial Hospital. After travelling for like 3 hours and having a long day at an orientation we had been pulled out. We were supposed to go home right that very moment yet our coordinator was after our safety and proposed that we will be going home in the morning.

masaya din naman, half of my groupmates were my groupmates from the previous semester... cla Dana pa din kasama ko and my roomies are my roomies when i had my psychia in davao. ayun not quite an adjustment. hmmm i don't know if i should be worry or sad that moment when they picked me as their leader na naman. hahayz but now i'm quite adjusted to it and accepted it. hehe.

anyway ayun jan nalang muna. i'm done with my third week of duty and tapos na primary nursing! yey! elective na this coming wednesday. kakaba but i'm looking forward to it and hoping that everything would go well. hahayz i hope and i pray tlga. sana din kau. :)

tuloy ko kwento next time! hehe