on primary

I'm done with primary nursing, not so different from the previous exposure that i had. it differs lang kc i had more patients than that of the previous exposures in my lower years and that 24 hour care is being rendered which means i have 2 other counterparts in the 2 other shifts and had to endorse everything to them.

at first i have to admit kabado but then as days go by it turned out fine. i had great experience being their.

1st week i was assigned at the pediatrics department and it was kinda scary dealing with children. one of my insecurities or shall i say fear is putting at the stake others. i don't know i just couldn't helpbut to worry. i am afraid that something wrong would happen or i would be doing something that could in any way harm others.

2nd week was at the medical ward medjo ayos but not quite kc super busy we had to carry out doctor's orders since i was in the morning shift sobrang daming dapat gawin. kakatakot na kakapagod but then i was able to surpass it quite okey.

the last week was the most relaxed though not really since on the first day prior to assessment we had our case presentation which ended pass 2pm. we had an hour of rest then assessment followed tuloy tuloy na yun gawa ng requirements hanggang 11pm wherein we had to go on duty nocturnal. One advantage was that i am a night person and so i was able to stay awake tlga.

the whole 3 weeks was such an experience tlga it made me grow and i really somehow gained not just knowledge and skills but also confidence. I wouldn't have done it without the help of the staffs whom i was able to bond with, buti nalang got the charms ahem ahem and i easily got them. hehe. they were really a help to me. sobra.

uhm basta there was never a day that i was never busy ahh meron pala ung last week when i had my exposure at the surgical ward pero damn nakatatak na tlga ang pagiging "busy-ero" ko dun ma pa staff, volunteer, attendant on duty or clinical instructor. haha nonetheless i guess i left a good impression for them to recall and remember me.

on wednesday i'll be leaving na naman and will be starting the elective part of the exposure. sana everything will turn out fine. :)