tooth day

i'm one of those scary cats when it comes to visiting the dentist. today i found myself seated on the reclining chair, ready for the spotlight. after long years of delaying my visit, it was time. the long over due filling was unstoppable. I was there, with a bib on my chest i know there was no turning back. I was a bit scared but not really just uneasy, i just hate when the electrical equipments touch my teeth. Then there was, the lady in white coat and mask, so much ready to interfere and take control. The spotlight was on me now, I widely opened my mouth.. the next thing the drip I won't tell because it's a little gross. She handed me a pocket mirror, and I became a witness to the whole process! I smirk a little bit, and blurt out some "aahhh!" in the process. After almost an hour and a half, everything was done. I had my shinny teeth! well as i went out of the airconditioned small box, I am a new me. I love my teeth more and now i'm not too scared of dentists. I outgrew it!

my price? I got an ice cold Macadamia Jelly frap! uh huh!

PROBABLY YOUR WONDERING: why I'm scared of tooth agents este dentists? i had the worst experiences during my childhood. My tooth easily breaks back then and the result is a broken molars for extraction and that was twice! If you could imagine a child, facing some hard metal equipments which appeared to be that of automobile and hardware tools. The dentists yep with an "s" since it happened twice at two separate times, would dig up my little gums just to get all the whole tooth out and define TRAUMATIC. not to mention that I was a total freak before, too sensitive to pain, i could recall one dentist told me she injective so much anesthesia but still i complained of pain. Before I forget, i had the most painful toothaches episodes ever! that would bring my to tears!

well i guess that sufficiently explain why... hehe :) bonus price: it's rainy season!

recap

i was just talking to ishna awhile ago. wala lang katuwa sharing things after a long time of nothing. hehe kase naman we all loose contact since she transfered to a different school and so we got so catching up to do. Ishna, is my cheatmate back then -- i'm not say she's cheating coz she never does! siya pa! anyway now i remember the time when you told me bout your highschool cheater classmate, who apparently do the cheating effortlessly.

Anyway, its good talking to her again and we shared things. thanks ish!
Uhm so the above entry i wrote April 22, now for the succeeding days here's what happened:
1. got to chitchat with some blockies
2. had my guilty pleasure day last wednesday :
had my brunch @ coffeeworks :D
-pastrami and macadamia jelly! woohoo! coffee
-had my long overdue full body thai massage... galing! grabeh ang lakas nung babae na nagmamasahe ha. sa laki ng katawan ko kinaya nya ko! may parang passive yoga pa na part hehe. uhm nice din ung BAN SABAI ano?! it was my first time there and ang ganda nung place.
3. i was able to go out and inasikaso things for the board exam.
- met with the coordinator and submitted my requirements. kakatawa at akala pa nya bading ako lol. wtf. ahaha she asked me kc if mag momodular ako and i said dun sa ibang review center, then she told me bakit pa daw dun when mas mura dun sa nirerecommend nyang review center, cheaper by Php500 actually, sabi ko may kakilala din kc papa ko dun. aba sabi ba naman na okey din dun dahil daming bading dun. lol.
- i was able to reserve na rin pala for my modular review @ another review center
4. naaliw din ako sa american idol, wala lang! nangongolekta ako ng studio versions ng performances nila. just love listening to raw talent err talagang it begins to be annoying dahil sa popularity voting. i don't hate them but i guess Jason Castro and David Archuleta should be voted out nah! Sayang Carly Smithson was booted out just recently. the above two
remained together with Syesha Mercado, Brooke White and syempre David Cook!
one should check out these performances:

• Syesha Mercado - One Rock n' Roll Too Many /Vanishing
  
• Carly Smithson - Blackbird
• Brooke White - Let It Be / Here Comes The Sun / Hero / You're So Vain / Love Is A Battlefield
  
• David Cook - Billie Jean / Always Be My Baby / Music Of The Night

5. today >> April 25 ?
5am- 12nn - i was asleep
12nn- 3pm -ym with blockies and kakatuwa! wee! i'll miss this!
3pm - 9:30pm - i was asleep
9:30pm - now around 11:30pm - i am wide awake

oops! i forgot eating my fave Masareal courtesy of my sis! grabeh sarap neto!

i'll really miss my blockies

last saturday, we had our get together party at carlos' place. It was one great fun -- a thing i would surely miss. well, "block b" has always been a barkada to me. I never really had a barkada and yeah they had been my groupie, kachit chat over at yahoo messenger, outings, katext(sometimes coz i rarely text din naman), my movie dates and simply my friends.

They were my blockmates during the first 2 years of college, and though we didn't really had the "click" in an instance we stood the test of time. Though, we had separate friends, classes and even schools we were able to maintain the bond we had and much stronger. It suddens me though that reality starts to dawn us, will never be together up to the very end 'coz we have to take our own journey through life and explore ourselves in our own paths. i just hope that somewhere, sometime we will be seeing each other in the same light. We don't see always, but i know they are just there.

Back to last saturday, well as usual late na naman. Fritz was the early bird and as soon as i arrive he was the one i first saw -- the gentle, too gentle for a giant. This great guy who would shall i say "the king of all kanchaw" but he really is a good guy as he claims to be :D . He is a good writer actually, quite better than me --fritz this is my blog pero sige nalang pagbigyan tka so that you'll have something good to say when it's payback time.hehe

Then Hope came after a few minutes but she just dropped by to say hi and hello sana unfortunately others were still bound by the tardiness spell, and so she left without seeing everyone else. Hope is the preacher's daughter, uhm silent at times but still cool when it comes to outings and stuff not the traditional religious.

Hmmm... i forgot already the sequence of the arrival, but hey i'm just quite sure they were late. At 8:00pm we were still preparing for our food. what the?! but well it was fun, preparing with them. The night's specialty or should i say entree... the grilled pork! haha at 9pm we were able to eat! We had chikka chikka, the program which fritz prepared wasn't followed but the night was just a blast. super duper I am Happy -- for a time i set aside my burdens,my worries.

Well i'll have a run down on who came:

1. Adrian - the photo sensitive guy, i wonder why he doesn't really like to be photographed. uhm
to be honest we weren't really that close, i dunno but we're okey now, we talk and
much closer than before.
2. Daniel - the chickboy, well he is and as what our girl friends would say... if one doesn't know him personally then a girl would really fall for the bait. He also has a little bit of a prob with his temper, he just get's easily irritated especially when he hears the truth our shall i say the truth is being tackled -- to the point of physical wrath. I doubt he get's the dollar from Mtv's Boiling point. But His my friend, sorry sok! ahaha
3. Barry - the balikbayan, naks! sosy na lugar dyn. well he's just silly but funny. He looks fairly not serious, but he is at times. haha. Well he'll be a good animator for sure if he pursue it but for now i guess he's just so determined to earn and save up for the future. inot jud la'y pasalubong for us. He's with Irene as what he claims. ahaha.
4. Jai2x - the testament that trimming your intake and calorie counting is just as effective. Hehe He is just jai2x and what i wouldn't forget bout him is when he run for the first base dala dala pa ang bat ng softball. haha. babatutain ata c Ryan Cheng.
5. Marc - the serious, he's just serious but actually he has been so flexible over the years more open actually. He really mad the whole class laugh though, when he answered what WBC meant, Weee! He's just mixed mood, easily annoyed and haha i remember the computer class. haha
6. Michael - the ultimate tindero, everytime we catch up online he sells anything and everything, from pets to airsoft paraphernalias. oops! yaw ko idemanda myk! hahaha. Well, he's presko but down to earth naman. ai i forgot gaGYM ka parts?!
7. Carlos - crush ng bayan, well the girls just lines up to him but it never gets to his head. Sorry nalang sa naglinya ug dugay! He'll be back soon to say his apologies wait for 13 years -- according to fritz' prophecy.He's an adventure freak diay.
8. Benedict - the steady lang, he's silent but mingles with everyone. music is what we have in common though i don't really know anything except listen. hehe. he's cool and just there to really have fun.
9. Fritz - as i've said above, the gentle, too much gentle for a giant. hehe. "king of kanchaw" and a good psychowriter lolz.

*what i'll surely miss with the boys will be the kulitan and asaran -- and physicalan of asok! ahaha. see yah at ym!

10. Pia - mastermind, goodthing no one listened bout fingerfoods. haha. btaw she's a role model in her own right -- role model sa kabuang. Thanks for organizing the come what may party. haha. booze booze your face. hehe.
11. Ianna - ay nalang kay baka ma ex-com ko. hehe btaw i'm happy kay now she's getting along well with others and she's more or much open to others now than before. ahem. get over it yan ha after 13 years. hehe
12. Jenny - what can i say?! let's drink to our friendship! haha. btaw she's really great great. hehe. well like others, we've got along all the while. stay happy!
13. Ishna - I've missed this girl jud kay murag like dugay na au ni nako la nakita. she's really mature in thoughts and i wouldn't forget the way eh managed to speak out and answer back our instructor! wee! astig! keep in touch! nice hair! ahaha
14. Jelyn - JeLu! i'm happy that you are finally starting to work and great dedication. i'm glad you came even with your white uniform on pa. don't forget bout us pagka chief nurse nimo ha! next time pud diay, bantay pagtabok. hehe
15. Irene - like jelyn, mga silent brainies. uhm the love of his life daw ni barry. lol. i just hope well let's all hope na magtinarung c barry. hehe. well anime anime and kinda childish. i just miss seeing barry and irene together for the rest of day -- sun up / sun down kung baga!
16. Honey - well honey, what can i say bah? well take care and i know you'll be fine. keep moving and stay great! Ah, we are groupmates sa PE >> sayaw sayaw haha.
17. Claire - "You Two Get Out Of The Window!" haha with Barry as the guilty one. hehe. uhm claire is one of the two people wwho calls me my full first name in the block that's together with Hope :)
18. Dotie - uhm Don't ever forget about us ha! dot ha?! dot ha?! hehe. One that will never forgotten was when she said she was going, while she was on the phone as in landline and bayantel has not invented the wireless landline yet! hehe
19. Criziel - misunderstood before, pero okey na now and gets along well with other blockies. strong personality but friendly man jpon! hehe. keep in touch always!
20. Tere - hahayz Ms. Ewan, she's a friend pero when it comes to anything about her wala jud kay mahibaw-an. I used and actually now tease with asok. I dunno but for us blockies bagay jud cla. ahem ahem. Tere what if c daniel lang ang makadestroy sa prophecy and you wouldn't stay in cagayan de oro for long? would you be with him? haha. like asok, temper prob... see bagay cla dba?! they are like cat and dog everytime pero cute couple -- won't you agree block b? eeeee
21. Cielo - the haute couture girl. hehe. she's perky and ay ayaw nalang ma shy man ko. haha. btaw had a great time last saturday! makalingaw! jokerous man diay jpon ka ciel. Sober as you said haha. how do you spell SQUILLER murag Squirrel haha. be happy atleast you've said it, kinsa imong crush,i know you've kept that for the longest time lol. btaw i would love to see the krystala moment- on actual.
22. Salvie - where's the carlo rossi? hehe. she's my crush! oi oi giganahan sad. haha. btaw she's really a buddy.. like we used to be classmates in all our classes back when we were freshmen and i know she wouldn't forget me 'coz she would always get axed and mabadlongan nako. hehe. btaw enjoy enjoy! it's good to see you grow into a fine young lady :P oops! did i say fine?

anyway i really really had fun last saturday. It was a short overnight -- ang bilis ng oras grabeh. Best part when we played hide and seek -- the sober cielo. haha. When cielo went to piss we hide, kakatuwa when she found out na nawala kami she started uttering our names isa-isa at nagmakaawa na lumabas kami. hehe.

what happened for the rest of the nyt? uhm cake ceremony and prophecy by fritz, videoke (thanks aids for the magic sing!), booze session ( i didn't drink -- uhm tikim tikim lang pero pangit ng lasa!), sayaw konte, reminisce with some old photos i brought with me, eat and a load of chitchat c/o cielo. hahaha. Sayang we ended early, around 7am. hehe Too bad din not everyone was around.

Thank you for everything guys! more power to our friendship and keep in touch.
Bon Voyage LosGo, Ishna and soon Barry :)

the pix were posted na in my multiply account or blockb's multiply account.

err

It’s funny that I’m writing this letter or email right now. I don’t know, maybe I’m just not good in speaking…spell torpe or maybe it gets me conscious realizing that my voice breaks when emotions rush through. Uhm I know this is untimely, I know you’ve got problems on your own and I don’t mean to add unto that burden but I just think that I need to let this out. I know you make me kulit to share things but I just can’t, hesitant to affect anything about you, maybe I feared a lot and that makes me not a good knight in shinning armor but that’s me.

Uhm I don’t really know where to start, this feeling is freakin’ me out, well maybe thanking you for being so nice to me despite and inspite of everything that had happened for the past 4 years. I know I’ve never been that good to you at some point and that haunts me – I feel bad about it up to this moment. You know what, if there’s one thing I wanted to do everyday that is to share everything to you, but situation doesn’t allow me to. If given the choice and nothing to worry about, I should have told you everything and anything but I just can’t. This is no b*llshitty talk, I can live with conversations that consists of "hmmm" or "so…" and have a better feeling after. I can sleep sound and better hearing something from you, and it bothers me a lot when I don’t hear any from you for the rest of the day. It’s not a great feeling, not able to shout to the world how I feel lalo na that’s the thing that I wanted to do everyday. I over think things sometimes not able to realize that I missed an opportunity to let it all out.

Now bout the girl? Well it’s you and yeah! I’ve never told you who she was because I know it wouldn’t make any difference, well the only difference it would make, is that it might change how things are going between us. I don’t want to let you feel awkward and I just don’t want things to be rough. I have to admit, I am afraid to loose you when I never had you in the first place.

I know that it’s hard to trust someone, who at some point left you hanging and that’s a big back off for me. I’ve regret and that’s one thing that holds me back. I know I can’t be at par, to that someone who had been there when I left you out there and that you have a great respect to what you two have. Life has been good to me, having you around despite of everything and all I can do back is be contented with it. It’s hard for me to see you in a distant, but then I guess you’ve found that someone already you can spend the rest of your life with and true to my word I would be happy to accept that. It doesn’t mean, I don’t feel bad… I feel not alright but might as well enjoy the feeling.

Maybe this is the end of my daydream, and the start of living in reality that I can never be that someone anymore. mwuah3x iloveu3x and take good care of yourself.

Ps. if you need a lift, I’m still here =) and don’t be too hard on yourself. You are one great girl and I know you can always do better. Bear In mind it’s his loss and not yours J

im just here

for the Nth time, i just don't know what to post today... uhm i'm preoccupied by things.. hahayz
kc naman eh. errr. pero kinda relieved after receiving a text message. well all i can assure is that i'm just here and just take everything easy ayt?

uhm i'm currently listening to "Bad Day" by Daniel Powter, kanina "Vienna" by Billy Joel and "Superman" ng Five For Fighting ba yun teka ahh tama five for fighting nga! wala lang they seemed ordinary songs in our ordinary days well for me that is but when you deeply read the lyrics it says something a lot deeper more than the soothing melody :)

i just don't know where to start, well my friend sheena left for cebu kanina for work and will stay there for as long as may work... though i'm happy for her pero somehow i'm sad,i miss her already just reading her message for everyone. well, she's one of my closest among the bunch of friends and kadalasan nakakasama ko. unfortunately also hindi na xa umabot sa get together party ng block bee which will probably our last at matagal pa cguro bago masundan because well reality is we can never be buddies forever... we cross paths, we cherish everything but then at the end of the common road we go to different paths bringing the memories and hope to cross paths again. hahayz! ngayon lang nag sync in sa akin! anyway will be keeping in touch with her naman.

hmmm.. well i guess that's it for today. im outta here.

out and late

uhm after days of not going somewhere, finally got a reason to go out of the house, not really a good reason though. well we went to a wake of my friend's mom, who passed away last monday, if i am not mistaken because of stroke. my condolences and deepest prayers to the family, friends and who knew Engr. Ringia. Ayun familiar faces were present, me, fritz, carlos, ianna, pia, jai2x and jundee and cielo whom both i haven't seen for quite sometime nah. uhm daniel with his gf came by but didn't stay for long and dotie too was present. sorry dot! i almost forgot you, nahahawa na ata ako sa'yo! maxadong makalimutin nowadays!

ayun, chikka chikka as usual, then we were able to join a short service pala then we were able to talk about an upcoming outing with block b until a suggestion nah why not we will have a house party/dinner. goodthing carlos volunteered, or shall i say fritz volunteered in behalf of him that the we will be holding it at carlos' place kaya ayun. we were a bit noisy na and then another service was to be done so we decided to go out and continue our discussion outside.

we then headed to dunkin donuts to just continue the planning and so we had it:

who: block b pipol
what: Get Together Party
when: April 19, 5pm (Overnyt)
where: Carlos' Place

well for more details bout the confirmation and contribution details please contact ianna before april 15 :)

ayun and before we knew it, 11pm na pala and so we headed home. hahayz sana everything will be fine tomorrow and the next days.. i wish i hope.

hmmm

i was thinking what to write today but i just can't think of something.. geez!

uhm *thinking* *still thinking* well i just hope i made someone cheer up a little bit with mmy boring self .. hahayz

no matter how monotonous my day i went..

life goes on.

gotten together

i was able to gather my friends today -- only a few actually. some of the people who have been part of my journey through life. i'm kinda sleepy na after a long day. hehe anyway we had someone to cater the dinner and as usual i loved the food they prepared :D

fave picks:

-roasted beef in mushroom
-grilled tuna with mango salsa
-rodesian salad

well i also prepared something, my ultimate baked pasta gone bad but end up quite fine -- that according to my guests. hmmm i hope they were that honest when they said that. ahahaha. i dunno why but seemed to be so tragic during the food preparation, and it came in three.

1. while cooking the meat and mushrooms, the casserole literally fell good that it landed on the bottom that the content were tossed back to the casserole. whew! it would have been just pasta if everything went to the floor.

2. i forgot to put sugar... err without tasting i turned the stove off and mixed the sauce and pasta -- now that was when i remembered i didn't taste it and that haven't added sugar but fortunately made up a remedy and i guess went okey.

3. it was around 5 when i finished preparing the whole thing and sent it inside the 450 degree hot oven, had to take the pup to bath and check on the needs for the party and finally was able to find time to rest and take care of my self. just as i seated bare on the toilet seat prior to taking a bath, i jumped alarmed as i remembered, the pasta still in the oven and probably burnt in to ash crumbs. if only you saw me you'd be laughing. felt relieved to see it wasn't totally a mess but i guess it still was. our house help needed hot water just to clean the serving dish after.

i was happy, enjoyed with the party having some friends but it would have been happier and different when everyone came -- people whom i wanted to see today came. i am still thankful though for the time everyone has given whether they came or not and more than anything thankful for the pieces they've shared with me :)

uhm attendance list for friends:
*according to the time they showed up! hehe

1.gretchen - pinaka early!
2.charisse and cloy-cloy - my buddies!
3.jenny - thanks sa pictures and actually uploading it now!
ianna - whom i thought wouldn't come
pia - plan jud para outing sa block b!
jai2x - who has amazingly trimmed weight! grabeh di nagshashare ng sekreto!
4.dan - the pinaka kuya! haha
5.daniel w/ a.k.a. Paris - ewan sa taong toh! yan pangheadline always controversial!
6.fritz - ang tagal! thanks sa food and e during your thanksgiving party! til next time!
marc - advance happy birthday tomorrow!
michael - i thot you'll be leaving early? ahaha
7.alexie - diet ha?! lolz

uhm what's difficult is when your guests doesn't really know each other that well, i need to hop from one table to another.hehe.

now for my dear reader(s) if there is/are, give yourself a hug for me. thank u :)
and if you weren't able to come don't be sorry... it's ayt, well there's a lifetime still ahead
-- i just hope so :|

bits on today

uhm well quick notes for today:

1.) horoscopes featured by friendster seemed to be true, if it were coincidence then gahd! WHAT a COINCIDENCE it were!

2.) uhm the trailer of a new pinoy love flick is being played on tv almost every gap and seems interesting... "does passion end when commitment begin?" "he loves me too much, masasaktan ko lang siya and i dont want to hurt him" "sometimes you make me feel that you don't care for me at all" "kaya ayoko ng relationships eh kc in the end nagkakasakitan lang kayo"... hmmm quite interesting? wala lang just wanna answer the first question... "If you'll let it happen then it would" hehe wala lang... ung song pa na ginamit sa trailer was "One Hello" cover ng freestyle

3.) kakatuwa pala ung GossipGirl.. wala lang i just have a thing for series with narrations. hehe

4.) i'm feeling so-so right now. tag of war inside :| hayz

5.) uhm sorry i didn't watch my words... uhm i didn't mean i am being rejected by you everytime, what i was just saying is that.. i am still thankful for considering :| hope that explains everything.

another day

its monday and i woke up late around 12noon already upon feeling the heat of the sun outside my window. well i was out of the bed quite late since i slept late or should i say early in the morning almost 6am. as i've said in last night's post na she went to a debut and so i waited for her just letting the hours pass by surfing the net and taking naps from time to time. uhm she arrived at around 4am and i wasn't able to sleep nah til around 6. well atleast she brought a muffin for me from a gas station's coffee shop hehe bait ng kapatid ko! uhm havent tasted it before,uhm masarap naman and actually i'm craving for it now.. huhu. well the day was just fine, still attending to the new addition to the family, ang kulit kulit nung pup! superduper! wala just a happy another day for me :)

i'm currently listening to ramiele's version of the beatles song "i should have known better" after piangsawaan ung jann arden song na "you don't know me" which is part of the original soundtrack of My Bestfriend's Wedding naman.

puppy sitin'

"Jixxie" a 4 month old toy poodle

well today we were supposed to go to a baptismal party, unfortunately we hadn't since my papa stopped by my ninang's clinic and watched "Invasion blah blah" the boxing fight of some filipinos versus some other guys from other countries well jerry penalosa i think won. anyway i met my other ninong from iligan, i think whom i haven't seen for like forever. uhm so ayun weird pero kumustahan pa rin and then my papa pala already asked for a puppy from my ninang i think for a cheaper price but we were made to choose which puppy we liked.

i'm not quite sure but i think it was given to us nalang for free 'coz we got the poodle and it was ginawang pambayad sa ninang ko since the pup fell short for a poodle -- the only different pup from all her sibblings since the pup was a female. ayun cute naman din kc ung pup eh.Me and my sister named it.. jixxie :) hehe

all in all what we paid for was the dog food which cost us a hundred. ehehe there were actually lots of pups to choose from eh kung pwede nga lang we will get two kc merong isa din dun ang cute uhm half breed ng mini pin and daschund, then what my father sana wanted was a japanese spitz pero ayaw namin dun eh. hehe so ayun we agreed na ung poodle nalang pero actually she doesn't really look like a poodle para xang cocker spaniel eh.

will be posting a pic nalang next time kc the cam is with my sister who'll be coming home late kc she attended a debut. anyway the pup is a good girl naman, not that restless and really tame :) and lambing super. hehe kanina though after some sleep eh aba lumikot ng konte and i wasn''t able to watch the movie i was suppose to watch pero kakaaliw naman din so it was all fine.

well she'll be sleeping in my room tonight, actually she's asleep with the luxury of the electric fan. err wala akong electric fan tonight pero ayos lang... eh bagong salta eh kaya pagbibigyan hahaha. i think that's all for now.nytienyt all!

til 7pm

i stayed the whole day at home, well atleast up until the sun has set through the night. I got to watch My Bestfriend's Wedding the second time around, last night being the first. hehe yup! i'm that not into movies. i got by the heat of the broad daylight through exchange of text messages and it elated myself up while lurking around the house alone.

i was invited to a thanksgiving party of a friend who passed the board examand has somehow increased my socialization meter, it has dropped to the minimum since the last months of college. i thought i was late already since i was told to come by 6pm and i intentionally came late around 7pm and good thing few people came early and so i was somehow on time. :D

i'm just so glad to be there, i got to patch things up with my friends from my old school. some of the people whom i've been with in my early college days. actually, i considered them as my barkada na rin since i don't really have a barkada in the first place and wala lang they are the people who i can say i am always or maybe often with.i miss those days but anyway we were able to chitchat and share laughs once again kanina and planned for an outing.hopefully it would push through.

well, we ate... we chitchat... kulitan.. picture taking over a live band though nonh-professionals since they were friends of fritz -- the host of the party. Present at the party were me, ianna, jenny, marc, daniel, adrian, carlos, michael and alex, humabol pala c angelie but that's for the block b pipol. There were other visitors who came naman din some familiar faces from my former school and some of the host's friends and family.

it was really fun and nice to see my friends after sometime and after graduation.hehe sayang and not all of us were there. :(

the week after

i'm not quite sure what to write about today, i mean it's not that i don't have anything to really share but actually there are so many things that had happened this past few days and i just don't know where to begin. Well for one i am no good storyteller,i guess everyone would agree i tell stories in a slow pace. ahahaha

well okey to begin, who cares where I start ayt? hmm... the day after the commencement. well i just didn't know how to go about with life now, a life without school to worry about. i stayed at home, lying down, going through the net and watch tv -- basically that's my life now. it appeared dejavu to me really... living a life worrying how to keep myself busy and consume time. for almost like a week already that my buddy here, my laptop hadn't slept. yup! it has not been turned of truthfully speaking it watches me through my sleep until the sun rises the next and the next and the next day.

today, i got to do things which i am thankful of... being with my old friends and people whom are also important to me that i have not spent time with during the busybuzz school days. The other day, uhm when was that exactly uhm wait... *thinking* *still thinking* last monday ai saturday pala, I got the chance to spent time with some block b pipol to be honest two of them because i dunno with the others. well merianne and sheena were there and me.. I was late actually but as the old saying goes it's better late than never! I had fun going out with them, i miss the days were we just hang out and catch a movie. well we roam around the mall for a bit then watched "Horton hears the Who". uhm okey naman ung pelikula, it's actually an animation flick which was based on the children's book and features the "Whos", i'm not quite sure though if your familiar with this but i could recall that i've seen a book about the Whos during my childhood. Anyway it's quite a good movie, well adults can learn something from the film also so it's fine but then it's an 1 and a half feature so parang ang bilis lang natapos.

We then went to M2, a videoke hub were we got another an hour and half to just chill and sing our hearts out. kakatuwa talaga! uhm well we used to do this back in our early college days not until the late junior days. After everything we end up eating a full meal! whew! busog na busog talaga ako! super duper and we had the chance to just chitchat. too bad! we can't do this often since i learned that sheena would be going to Cebu and likewise to other block b's who'll be leaving. sigh. so we said our goodbyes and decided to call the night. I had to accompany merianne to an apartment kung saan xa panandaliang nagsquat to get her things kase she needed to go her aun t's house and after we headed home kase we're to the same direction eh. kainis pa kc sumabit ung sinasakyan naming jeep, nagoverload kc kaya ayun huli! tsk tsk tsk what made it worse is that may mga lasing na pasahero na nangealam ayun lalong natagalan and merianne needed to stop in a nearby gas station near our house to pee. hahaha walang kakupas kupas si merianne talaga! ahaha!

then it was the end of my saturday! :)

uhm monday came in a flash, i had to go to school again for a post- grad meeting and there infront of us our dean who was in a dainty mood, smiling to the future board exam takers trying to persuade us and not take the exam early this june. hehe for myself i am not yet ready though but for some they are more than eager to! after that quite long meeting we decided to eat dinner but unfortunately only me and dana end up eating dinner at red ribbon. as we strolled and checking out the cellphone shops for the casing that dana needed, we bumped into joanne, may and ita. out of i dunno reason, sorry for not following the etiquette rule book i wasn't able to introduce dana to ita. sorry my bad!

tuesday came! uhm Guadalupe day supposedly with some friends but they didn't push through with the plan and opted to go by myself. I woke up late and so i wasn't able to go with ita's company but then for i dunno reason nakahabol naman since they did arrive late also. But then we saw each other nalang when i arrive at the end point of the trail and was able to have river trekking for the second time alone with the ipod on my ears and some songs. I will be talking about Guadalupe some other time.

From tuesday till now i never really left the house and as i've said my life is stuck inside the four corners of our home sweet home literally but then who cares i got the internet to communicate :)
i'm not quite sure what tomorrow would be, well i hope it wouldn't be just another day.

i might seem to live a life in mono right now but i'm sure am happy :)

end of the academe road

Above are some photos during my graduation day!
most photos were taken by Alexie's dad!

I'm just happy that somehow i am off from the pressure of the four corners of the academe and now i am facing yet another journey, another phase
another learning. Now I am officially enrolled in the college of hard knocks
and i am yet to discover what's more to life.
Actually it never occured to me, how life would be after that moment... I just savored the so called commencement of the hard work, the pressures, the worries.
I was just consumed by the euphoric feeling of nothing to worry about tomorrows' tests, requirements, or anything textbook related. hehe.

oops! i forgot i did had to think about the pinning ceremony the next day!

yep! some pix above are from the Pinning Ceremony

though tired and nostalgic with the graduation... we had to wake up early the next day to prepare for the Pinning Ceremony. i was a bit worried about the event since for the past few weeks everyone was so busy complying their requirements and totally neglected the event.
good thing, it did went fine and i guess well :)

my favorite part of the ceremony? when we paid tribute to our parents and clinical instructors.
It was actually a surprise for our clinical instructors. kakatuwa 'coz we didn't had anytime to rehearse nor to agree about it-- the whole 500+ of us. time was tight and clinical instructors were around whenever we were gathered, we then decided to just push through with the plan.
It was on the spot actually and it was raw -- yep!
It was announced days before that there will be a surprise song number but then it was never talked about as i've said and just then and there that everyone was noticed that after the batch song we will all be singin' Celine Dion's Because You Love Me.
the power of technology nga naman, buti nlang may text! ahaha.
the singers of our batch didn't even rehearse for this, everything just fell into place having them sing solo parts on verses acapella and the chorus by the rest of us.
kakatuwa tlga! not everyone is familiar with the song but then everyone tried to even just hum to the tune.

personally i am much thankful to my clinical instructors
actually to everyone who have been part of my life.
well each of you guys really made an impact and share a little piece of my self
and i am ever grateful for that.

this is the end of the long chapter of academe life for me =)
i am relieved and just excited to rest for awhile.