damn!

uhm i just got from work and like any other day --- good thing i get along well with my group mates. we just talk or sing the time out and walah! it was less than two hours 'til we pack up and head home. hehe. bad thing though, i just hate the fact that i am being nagged about being slow errr! i am with my cousin at work and i hate it when negativity is thrown to me. I know my capabilities and limitations but i don't need pressure -- it just smashes my motivation out. I don't need to be reminded of the fact that i am quite a sloth at things but i try to compensate it naman din eh by not being lazy and using time well as not to waste any.

basically i am trying to adjust and widen my patience. i am not quite sure what is up for me in the coming days 'coz i am yet to meet other co-workers. i belong to one department and it is inevitable that i will be sent to another to float around most especially when there will be uneven distribution of people. i am just furious how people would accept me since i gained weird looks from some this early. hahaha what the heck! anyhow i am just so glad that i get along well with my groupmates and that i can say i am having fun to an extent. hehe i can do what others can, i maybe maarte , conio-typical in some degree but i am flexible. damn it!